tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post659163327771299154..comments2023-06-29T09:42:26.046-05:00Comments on Sentiments from an Enslaved Sissy: Reflections part 2f: The Painful Endingfur sissyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06773975470940525031noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-83922214349559140892017-10-16T20:56:16.657-05:002017-10-16T20:56:16.657-05:00Thank you, SG. It took me nearly 10 hours to write...Thank you, SG. It took me nearly 10 hours to write this section because I kept breaking down and had to stop to gather my composure. Looking back upon it, writing this post helped me heal a lot when it comes to the events from this section of my life.<br /><br />Take care.fur sissyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06773975470940525031noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-1841654635639487392017-10-16T18:42:03.069-05:002017-10-16T18:42:03.069-05:00My heart is broken for this past you. I’m in tears...My heart is broken for this past you. I’m in tears. You’re writing is exceptional. It puts me right there and I feel as though I lived this with you. SayyidsGirlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05658316217722212342noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-65222160877900606902016-06-17T09:17:28.922-05:002016-06-17T09:17:28.922-05:00Thank you, Miss Lily. That helps me find greater p...Thank you, Miss Lily. That helps me find greater peace with what has happened.fur sissyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06773975470940525031noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-21519380614727022222016-06-17T08:19:03.398-05:002016-06-17T08:19:03.398-05:00I am sorry that you lost K. I feel that her action...I am sorry that you lost K. I feel that her actions show that she loved you and wanted to spare you the pain of seeing her die. I cant say what K wanted or felt but it sounds like she loved you and pushed you away on purpose. I imagine that she would not want you to continue to feel sad or guilty in her memory.<br />God Bless.Miss Lilyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05516012472453053586noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-52175518412523827452016-05-13T09:24:56.364-05:002016-05-13T09:24:56.364-05:00Thank you for the comments, Lady Grey. Brutal pre...Thank you for the comments, Lady Grey. Brutal pretty much sums it up, I broke down several times and had to compose myself before continuing.<br /><br />I do feel the position I was in really backed me into a corner, I just wish there had been another way.<br /><br />On a random side note, it seems that the comment reply vs post new comment hasn't been showing up on a web browser but us on my phone browser. I have a feeling most of my replies to comments over the past couple of years wouldn't have triggered the "notify to replies" option. Kind of a bummer that I'm just realizing that now.fur sissyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06773975470940525031noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-36358536719259253372016-05-13T08:15:49.305-05:002016-05-13T08:15:49.305-05:00Writing those last few paragraphs must have been b...Writing those last few paragraphs must have been brutal for you, fur. You're giving us some really personal information here, and my hope is that it's at least somewhat cathartic for you. I think you did everything you could have done in an effort to be with her during those horrible end times, and you really mustn't blame yourself for that fateful final declaration of uncertainty after being constantly rejected in your efforts. How sad that it ended with you being denied any knowledge of what happened to her, and she being denied the solace you were willing to provide.Lady Greyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10795130564028111447noreply@blogger.com