tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post833785027072087301..comments2023-06-29T09:42:26.046-05:00Comments on Sentiments from an Enslaved Sissy: Mental Gymnasticsfur sissyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06773975470940525031noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-22956181858529930722016-07-06T10:25:32.003-05:002016-07-06T10:25:32.003-05:00Thank you, Lady Grey.
I'm not quite sure just...Thank you, Lady Grey.<br /><br />I'm not quite sure just what is brewing inside of me. I think with Arcs 1-4 I always had an idea of the premise and resolution and it was a matter of filling in the path along familiar territory. Starting with the slave weekend in Arc 5 I was much less certain... I knew someone was going to "cave in" but I didn't know who, when, or why. I have an idea for resolving Arc 6, but I'm at a point where I'm unsure of Cassandra's headspace. e.g. How far will she let fs be broken? This is completely different from earlier Arcs where some of it was outside of her control.<br /><br />The scary part when it comes to my own thoughts/feelings is that I can picture myself being broken as well. When I am "in character" and writing I feel myself teetering between allowing it to happen vs. wishing for "the old way." I have to believe that Cassandra would be aware of this, but it seems that she is exploring her own limits as well. <br /><br />On the upside, it seems that I am finding my own lines and boundaries of fantasy and reality for myself. Strangely, I feel that I could adapt to both, I just think that I would prefer the more intimate connections of earlier Arcs. Most of the requests people give me are for a specific type of sexual scene, specific situation, type of bondage, etc. and it makes things easier to write since I don't have to pull something out of thin air :)<br />fur sissyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06773975470940525031noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-7543350854657252582016-07-06T08:54:01.866-05:002016-07-06T08:54:01.866-05:00From what I've read in biographies of successf...From what I've read in biographies of successful authors, there's an unavoidable measure of angst that often accompanies the progression of the telling of the story. I would think this is especially true if one is writing about a "dark" situation, whether the author actually experienced the situation personally or not. I think that's what you are feeling, as you explore boundaries that previously only took up a small portion of your mind. Sort of like "do I really want to get into this thing and go down that path"? Now that you've opened the lid on these thoughts with Cass's very dark side coming forth, as well as the jail scenes which are extreme, you might just be asking yourself why you've taken this turn in the story. Seeing that you plan a lighter, possibly more humorous aspect going forward, maybe you've just had enough of the ultra sadism for now, whether your readers like it or not.<br /><br />Keep in mind, that ultimately you're writing for yourself at least as much as for your readers, and keep yourself comfortable in what you're doing. If you fail to do that, this whole writing experience will become far too much of a chore, and I suspect you'll look for a way out - and who could blame you. "To thine own self be true", fur. Good advice for everyone, especially authors. Keep yourself happy, my friend. Lady Greyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10795130564028111447noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-57059904408649328722016-07-05T15:49:31.813-05:002016-07-05T15:49:31.813-05:00Thank you, Mis Lily. I believe the next arc may b...Thank you, Mis Lily. I believe the next arc may be more fun... possibly in a mostly bonus chapter way, bringing in more of the other characters. I have some singular events in mind.fur sissyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06773975470940525031noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3097573368575371682.post-25941301956657844162016-07-05T15:31:49.661-05:002016-07-05T15:31:49.661-05:00Seeing fs01 go through these emotions makes me fee...Seeing fs01 go through these emotions makes me feel a touch of turmoil and sadness, I can imagine the emotional toll it would take to write this. I always enjoy reading and am impressed this story continues. :D <br /><br />Thank you fur.Miss Lilyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05516012472453053586noreply@blogger.com