Monday, July 4, 2011

Touching base

I am alive... but haven't been much in the mood for writing, drawing, or thinking along BDSM lines.

Things have been good over the past couple of weeks with Mistress and I, although D/s is still absent from things, I can't complain.  I have been heavily into my hobbies lately and she has kept herself busy as well.

I have made several attempts to draw over the past few months, but I haven't really finished any of them until one I worked on a few days ago.

The drawing I did finish is somewhat inspired by SPH (small penis humiliation).  It's not something that I'm usually "into" nor am I tiny or anything but like most men who aren't hung like elephants, penis size has led to insecurities at certain times over my life.  I've found this to be an easy form of control that a woman can have over a man.  Even if he can pleasure her completely during sex the idea that she wished he was bigger can make the man wish he was bigger, and in turn increase his appreciation for her because she accepts him even with his inadequacies.  It doesn't take much to bring that doubt on (unless he's hung like an elephant) and it will probably haunt him at least occasionally for the rest of his erectile life. 

Sure, it's kind of a cheap shot but it seems it's kind of fitting for a man to be insecure about his penis when women are bred to be insecure about just about everything.

This picture isn't so much about saying a man is small, but more about instilling some doubt that can be used against him.


  1. Good to have you back! I was worried that you were involved in some sort of deep depression, but happily I was mistaken.

    I like the picture - it made me laugh. You're so right about SPH. It's ridiculously easy to fuck with a man's head over the size thing. Having seen several of my college Femdom friends reduce men to a state of virtual impotency with their cruel barbs, I long ago decided not to fool with that particular form of put-down. I much prefer a very potent male -all the better when I take complete control of his hungry cock. I'm sure you understand the ramifications.

    Anyway, I look forward to more posts and pictures from you. Welcome back!

  2. Thank you, Lady Grey.

    It seems you are in good spirits. My hobbies are often a way for me to bring myself out of (and keep myself out of) down times and this has worked fairly well with keeping me busy and focused.

    I'm glad you enjoyed the picture.