Saturday, August 11, 2012

Identity Crisis

I've been browsing some newer blogs lately that were written by or linked to readers of mine and I feel like my blog has a bit of an identity crisis (although this is not a new sentiment and I have written about it before).

In some ways it seems like I have two primary types of posts.  Some posts are from my inner submissive that think about aspects of submission that I like (or dislike) and what about them makes me (or others) tick.  Then I have posts from my inner fetishist.  These include posts or drawings that involve some form of submission or humiliation but likely end up being something closer to masturbation fodder for other fetishists.  My readers tend to be looking for one or the other, but rarely both.

I sometimes wonder if I had been better off with two separate blogs from separate pen names. When I think about it, I think that keeping them together probably gives a better representation of who I am... I am a submissive with a fetish and I am a fetishist with a brain.

I don't know... I guess I just had a rough night last night which has led me to cast doubt upon myself once again.