Monday, January 30, 2017

Fiction: fs01 - Part 67

Author’s Note: This takes place a few days after Chapter 66.

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LXVII

I kneel next to Mistress in the living room. Brittany sits on the sofa as they engage in wine-driven conversation.

“So how did Richard pan out?”
“He was so fucking useless. I kicked his ass to the curb after about 45 minutes.”
“That good, huh?”
“It makes me so angry. All these subs, the shit storm of mail… ‘I want to serve you. I will obey you. I will worship you like a Goddess,’ all a bunch of fucking lies. Within the first 10 minutes it’s obvious the just want me to spank them and then fuck.”
“He should feel lucky you let him off that easy then.”
“Hah, no. I kicked him in the balls so hard he’ll probably be pissing blood.”
“You know, Brit, there’s a lot of men that will pay good money from that.”

Brittany’s face shifts to a bright shade of red.
“God. You know I hate it when you do that.”
“But it’s soooooo much fun. You’re cute when you blush.”

Brittany covers her face with her hands.
“Remind me why I come over here and hang out with you again?”
“Because I’m charming and deep down you love me.”

A pair of laughs soon fill the room. I grit my teeth and remain silent. Playing with fire is dangerous.

“So what number was Richard?”
“Umm… number 9 I think. Or was he 10? I don’t remember.”
“You must be burned out by now. All of that in three weeks? I can’t even imagine it.”
“Well, I’m sick of being alone and I’m anxious to have a boy around the house that I can kick around.”
“I’ll rent you my pet for five dollars a day if that’s all you want.”

My ears perk up and my eyes widen.

“You’re shitting me, right?”
“Of course.” Brittany sighs.
“Don’t tempt me.”
“So who is next on the list?”
“I’ll have to check again, I’m not sure.”
“Just out of curiosity, how are you choosing the ones you meet up with?”
“Well… first off they have to be able to write in complete, grammatically correct sentences.”
“What is reason number two?”
“I’m supposed to have a reason number two?”

Mistress places her hand on her face. Brittany bursts out laughing.
“I finally fucking got you, Cass. Eat it. Secondly, I look for ones that seem like they would be devoted.”
“Interesting. How do you determine that?”

Mistress’s ability to play-through Brittany’s jab without any response impresses me.

“I read what they write to me. I look at what claims they make and whether or not they seem realistic.”
“And I’m guessing these first few presented themselves in quite a confident way when it came to their devotion and abilities?”
“Yeah.”
“What do you think my pet wrote when he contacted me?”
“Hrm… well, knowing fs, I’d have to say it was probably some weak-ass whiny little blurb where he called you amazing and probably said he would be ‘grateful for the opportunity’ to try and serve you, all the while portraying himself as a loser with no confidence.”

I cringe a bit as the words sting in my heart.
“That’s actually pretty close, so I’m a bit confused.”
“Confused about what?”
“Because you’re looking for a copy of my pet aren’t you?”

Brittany points her face to the ceiling and shuts her eyes tight. Her face flushes red for a third time before my eyes. I feel my cheeks get a little bit hot as well. I read her lips as she mouths something silently. “What the fuck?” A moment later she regains enough composure to resume the conversation.

“Cass, if I paid you a dollar do you think you could try harder to embarrass me? I don’t think you’re quite doing everything you can just yet.”
“Am I wrong? You are searching for Francis 2.0. Oh, and keep the dollar, this one is on the house.”

My lips curl into a small smile as I fight to maintain a poker face.

“Okay. Let’s say for a moment that I am searching for Francis 2.0. What should I be looking for?”
“You already answered your own question. A timid little loser with no confidence that seems like the type who would have absolutely no chance with you in the vanilla world. Someone who would feel lucky just to be in the same room as you. Did anyone approach you in that way?”

Mistress’s words twist a bit within me but I silence them with conviction as I remind myself that she chose me and I am as she wants me to be.
“I’ll have to double check. Shit. I hope I didn’t delete them.”

I watch as she scrolls through her phone.
“Hrm. ‘I am a lzer shit on my face.’ I don’t think this is quite what you were talking about.”

Mistress bursts out laughing.
“I wouldn’t worry too much about it, Brit. You just have to read into things in the right way and now you have a better idea of what to look for. Are you still receiving a lot of messages?”
“Is 1,500 a day a lot?”
“It’s definitely ‘enough’ to find what you are looking for. I could always order my pet to write one to you that you could use as a reference.”

A strange uneasy feeling creeps in.
“Nah, that’s okay. I’ve got this.”
“Have you shown my pet the picture you used on your profile?”

Brittany places one hand against her face.
“Don’t you dare, Cass. I will so totally fucking kill you...”

I watch as Mistress giggles and begins scrolling through her phone.
“Oh my God, Cass. Seriously. Stop it.”

Mistress holds her phone in my direction. On the screen is a picture of Brittany wearing her siren outfit she received at the party and a fur coat over the top. Her hair and makeup are done up and she stands with her arms on her hips and a flogger in hand. It is quite a sight and I feel a bit guilty finding her attractive. Mistress quickly retracts her phone before a sexual response occurs.

Brittany covers her face and makes some whining noises while rapidly kicking her heels against the sofa.
“I hate you so much.”
“Aww, but I love you. Now pet, tell Brittany what you think of the picture.”

I bite my lip and pause, hoping this isn’t a trap.
“You look very beautiful in that picture, Miss Brittany.”

She sits back and stops pouting before quickly rubbing her fingers against her hair, that nervous tick that has stayed with her since childhood. She finally looks over at me and makes eye contact before closing her eyes and shaking her head with a half-grin upon her face.

“I think you need to have some fun tonight. It’s fetish night at a club that we go to and we’re going to get dressed up and go get drunk.”
“I don’t really think that…”
“I don’t remember saying it was optional.”
“Are you trying to dominate me now?”
“If I was, would you submit?”
“Fuck. Fuck. Fine. I’ll go, but I won’t promise to have fun.”
“With that attitude, I’m sure there will be a line of subs just dying to go home with you.”

The next few hours are spent preparing. Mistress and Brittany plan out their outfits, line up transportation, and invite the others. I perform my daily chores, taking breaks every so often to wait on them or to prepare them food.

After a while the doorbell rings. I’m surprised when Mistress answers it. I peek at the door from around the corner and watch as she receives several garment bags from her shop’s courier.

They eat an early dinner, their hair and make-up nearly done. While Mistress is always beautiful, I always find her particularly attractive when she puts in extra time preparing herself. I find myself struggling not to stare as they eat. Mistress denies me any food at dinner and I make do with a glass of water.

A bit later she summons me to her bedroom. Mistress and Brittany model their outfits for me, their matching fur-trimmed corsets with knee high boots, Mistress in black and Brittany in purple. Each wears a long leather coat with a long fur tuxedo-style trim that extends from the collar down the front to the hem. Fur headbands adorns their heads. The scent of her perfume immediately triggers a response as my sex strains against the cage.
“Isn’t he going to say anything?”
“He’s said enough. That look on his face tells me that he just attempted an erection.”
“What a little sissy pervert.”

I lower my eyes as the shame sets in.
“Come here pet, it’s time to get you ready to go.”

My adrenaline jolts as the shock and horror grasp me.
“Don’t be scared, pet. We’re not taking you out in your maid’s dress. You’re okay with wearing shorts aren’t you?”

I nod slowly and with great hesitation. I approach her slowly as she unlocks the buckles and removes me from the hellish prison of my uniform. The head harness and hat follows as Mistress discards them to the floor. I peek over her shoulder and watch as Brittany opens up one of the garment bags.

I start to kneel to present my feet to Mistress.

“No need, pet. The boots and stockings are staying.”

My breathing suddenly becomes uneven. Yes, shorts. The glimmer of hope I had for a safe evening is crushed as Brittany walks over carrying an outfit.
“You see, pet, Brittany was trying to back out of going but she promised she would go if we brought you along and she got to pick out what you would wear. This is what she chose from the shop’s sissy catalog and I had them bring one over right away.”

I cringe at the sight of it. A shiny pink one-piece hot pants style romper, cut low in the front just below the nipples and trimmed with fur all along its edges and a fluffy bunny tail on the butt. The anticipation of the humiliation that is to come boils over.

“Please, Mistress...” Her face goes stern.
“Another word and you’ll be sucking on a penis gag all night. Am I clear?”

I nod slowly as I attempt to resign myself to my fate. My hands shake as I slide myself into the suit. The internal anal plug opposite the tail provides an unwelcome surprise. I have to pause for Mistress to lube it up. She zips me up in back, adjusts a strap, and clicks the lock in place. A thick leather belt follows around my waist. She cinches it tighter until I suck my stomach in with all my might as she buckles it and locks it around my waist.

A matching furry collar makes its way around my neck. The touch of the spikes tells me this is the same design that Mistress had me wear the night my mother visited. It buckles and locks behind my neck. The final touch is a pair of leather bondage mittens. As she slides them onto my hand I feel my fingers enter individual sleeves that bunch up and restrict my finger movement. My thumbs are held tight to my palm inside as the mittens have false “dummy” thumbs on the outside. She turns back the cuffs and locks them in place.

I let out a small whimper as I look down at my hands, realizing they are useless.

“Have a seat over there. Brittany is going to do your make-up.”
I glance up at Mistress, bewildered. She’s never had me wear make-up before. A firm slap to my backside sends me scurrying.

“Your next lesson will be one in humility, pet. Give you an ounce of special treatment and you turn selfish and forget your place.”

A frown covers my face. I know that she is right and the guilt seeps in. I don’t want this.

In front of the mirror I sit motionless as I allow myself to spiral into nothingness. I am just a doll. I watch my complexion change as Brittany puts down a foundation that makes me look pasty white and pale. Her methods aren’t kind. She covers my cheeks liberally with rosy pink blush. If her goal is to make me appear permanently embarrassed she succeeds admirably.

Her skilled hands apply lip liner before coating my lips in an atrocious sparkly neon pink lipstick. She follows that up with a large amount of sparkly pink eye shadow. I struggle to keep my eyes open while she applies the eye liner and mascara. Brittany finishes with some large fur pom pom clip on earrings and a pair of large fur earmuffs that match the ensemble.

“I’m finished.”
“Let me have a look at you, pet.”

I rise and approach Mistress. Her laughter is enough of a response to make my face burn.
“Oh, pet. You look truly awful. I can’t tell if you look more like a cheap slut or a clown.”
“We could always smack him around a bit and get those tears flowing. That might tip it in one direction or the other.”

I furrow my brow. A wave of fear rushes in. I’ve learned to never underestimate the creativity of a sadist… let alone a pair of them.
“Hrm… let’s leave him as is for now. The night is young.”
“It’s a shame the others can’t make it. I’m sure little fur sissy is just dying to know what they would think of him right now.”
“Let’s take a picture. I’ll post it on my blog for them.”
“Hah. Good idea. Just one more thing.”

I stand by in horror as Brittany retrieves the final item from the garment bag. She approaches me with a long fur boa and taking my hand, she secures one end to my wrist with the attached handcuff. She runs it over my shoulders, pausing to clip it to the back of my collar and then secures the other end to my other wrist. The boa follows me as I move my arms, its tips extending about a foot past my hands. Brittany takes my shoulders and turns me to face Mistress.

“Frown for the picture, pet.”

The flash blinks, blinding me for a moment. As my vision returns I see her thumbs rapidly pressing her phone screen.
“And… it’s live.”
“I still can’t believe you post pictures of him without blacking out his face.”

I feel my chest knot tightly with anxiety. I have never seen Mistress’s blog so this is news to me.

“I doubt my pet cares. It’s not like he’s going to have to worry about a background check for a job or anything. I have him under contract for the rest of his life. Right, pet?”

I hesitate to answer immediately but I know that she is right. The only opinion that matters is hers, the rest of the world may as well not exist to me. That last voice screaming inside of me is my ego clinging to itself. I do not wish to disappoint Mistress.

I close my eyes and attempt to make peace with the situation. The touch of the fur on my bare shoulders and arms does feel rather nice. Mistress’s phone beeps.

“The car is here. Come on, pet, we’re leaving.”
“Does he have a coat or anything?”
“No coat.”
“Won’t he be cold?”
“Of course. Isn’t that a delicious bit to add to his suffering?”

I open the front door for them using both hands to turn the knob and immediately a gust of cold wind rushes directly through the thin material of the romper, chilling me to the bone. I shiver as the piercing cold stings against every bit of exposed flesh.

“Stop dawdling, pet, and get the car door for us.”

I hustle through the winter air and open the back door of the long, black car. I extend my arm and Mistress and Brittany use it for support a they climb in. Mistress stops me from closing the door.

“You’re sitting back her with us. This isn’t our usual driver and putting you in the trunk might upset him.”

I nod and climb in after them, anticipating the warmth. To my disappointment it’s only mildly warmer inside than outside. I rub my mittens up and down my arms.

“Are you cold, pet?”
I nod. She lets out a small laugh.
“I specifically requested they not to run the heater in back.”
“Umm… I’m kind of cold too, Cass.”
“My dear Brittany you are such a spoil sport.”
“It’s the middle of winter and I’m not wearing pants. Sue me.”

I watch Mistress press a button opening up the intercom.
“Driver, could you please turn the heat on back here. A low or medium setting is fine.”
“Yes, ma’am.” is his reply.

It’s a relatively short drive to the club and I continue to shake for its duration. My nerves are on fire and I feel my heart pounding. Breathing becomes a chore. I hate this.

The car slows as it pulls up to the curb. I move to open the door. The mittens make the handle a struggle and it takes several tries to finally pry it open. The cold air bites me again as we exit the vehicle. I follow them to the entrance where a thick butch stands as bouncer.
“Welcome again, Ms. C.”
Her eyes glance over at me.
“You remember the rules, right?”
“While he’s here he is my responsibility.”

Mistress removes a leash from her purse and lets it dangle by the handle.
“I need to frisk you.”

She glares at me. I feel unwelcome. I raise my arms and she handles me roughly, pushing me up against the side of the building and patting me down. I don’t know how I could hide anything in this outfit, so this is either for pleasure or show.

When the bouncer finishes, Mistress connects the leash to the front ring on my collar and leads me inside. As we walk through the door the cues stick out in a rather obvious way. Brittany grabs Mistress’s arm.
“Just what kind of bar is this, Cass?”
“A lesbian bar.”
“Yes, I can see that. Why didn’t you tell me before?”
“Because you would have said no.”
“Oooh. I oughtta. Damn it.”

Brittany wraps herself tightly around Mistress’s arm.
“Ooh, sexy, now we look like a couple.”

She quickly releases Mistress’s arm. I can hear her making a series of noises that almost resemble speech. We find a table and Mistress and Brittany order drinks. Mistress opens the front of her coat, exposing her outfit.

“Just how did you think this would be fun for me?”
“The night is young. Give it time. Besides, everyone here knows that you’re straight.”

I watch Mistress relax as she sits upon the high chair at the raised table. Brittany looks like a deer in headlights. I allow my eyes to scan the room. It’s actually a fairly tame atmosphere from what I was expecting. The sign announcing it’s the monthly fetish night hands above the bar and a number of patrons are dressed in clothes ranging from costume-like outfits to some more standard fetish-wear. Some music plays and as the half-empty dance floor moves about. There are no signs of whips and chains or bondage furniture. It feels a bit more like a costume party.

Brittany instructs the waitress to keep the drinks coming as she rapidly downs her first few glasses. Mistress slowly nurses hers. I watch as she relaxes and surveys the room. Her public demeanor out at clubs and bars always surprises me, almost like she’s just owning the room… observing… I can never truly understand all of her complexities and nuances.

It takes maybe an hour before the first person approaches. I slowly trace her steps as she paces over from the bar. She’s dressed in black, her black hair pulled back. Her make-up is done up in dark colors, mostly blacks and purples. As she gets closer she reveals a plethora of tattoos covering the exposed parts of her upper body, neck, and arms. Her face and ears are filled with various piercings. If I had to guess her age, I would predict that she is in her early 30’s.

“Cute slave. Do you mind if I?” Her voice is deep and husky.
“Go right ahead.” Mistress holds up her hand.

I lower my eyes and try to relax as best I can. She hovers around me, keeping her face uncomfortably close to my body. I hear every shift in her breath… ever smirk… ever click of the tongue against her teeth. I feel her fingers poke and prod as her hands glide over me. I feel her pet my fur. She pats the tail, sending vibrations through the plug that fills me in. I shudder a little. Her finger tip teases my nipple. I feel my sex strain against the belt.

“That’s generous of you. Allowing this little one to wear such pretty clothes.”

I blush but I’m sure it isn’t visible through the heaped on layers of make-up. She turns her attention away from me and focuses upon Mistress.

“My name is Lynn. It is a pleasure to make your acquaintance.”
“I’m Cassandra.”

Mistress holds out her hand. Lynn raises it without breaking eye contact and plants a kiss on her glove.
“Why don’t you join us, Lynn? My friend here is Brittany.”

Brittany waves with her hand.
“Ah, so the straight chick’s name is Brittany. I’ve been watching the two of you since you entered. I don’t really have any interest in your slave, I just used it as an excuse because I didn’t want to appear too forward. I absolutely love your coat.”

Mistress smiles.
“Please tell me about yourself, Lynn.”
“Well, I’m 32. I work as a piercer at a tattoo parlor. I live for pleasure. How about you? I haven’t been able to read you yet… I can’t tell if you’re here just for show or if you’re looking for something more.”
“I’m mostly here to show my friend here a good time.” Mistress pats Brittany on the shoulder.
“But I can’t really say if I’m really looking right now. I recently had a relationship end and I’m not really sure if I’m ready for another one just yet.”

“Was it because of that?” Lynn tilts her head and motions towards me.
“Yes. It was. How did you know?”
“I had a slave of my own for five years or so. He was my last boyfriend before I came out. We dabbled and it grew from there. His existence really complicated things when I started trying to date.”
“Past tense? I take it you no longer have him, did something happen?”
“I broke him to the point of boredom. It was almost like he died inside… I didn’t even feel him struggle internally anymore.”
“I sense a little bit of regret in those words. Is there something you would do differently?”
“I’m not sure. I don’t miss him but I think the tipping point was when I kept him from communicating for an entire year. No speech, no writing, no gestures, and so on. He just did what I ordered and I hit him if he screwed up. After a while I just stopped even thinking about his feelings at all. I half-expected him to resist but instead it was like he adapted… just accepted it. Eventually he was no fun at all to play with and none of the women I dated took me seriously as long as he was with me, so I got rid of him.”


Mistress displays a sly smile. Brittany is focused upon Lynn, absorbing the story.
“I’ll bet he resisted then. Did you have to take drastic measures?”
“I did. He bawled for a week after I told him it was over. He refused to leave and refused to look for a job, he just locked himself in his room and cried all day.”
“How did you lure him out?”
“I’m not sure if lure is the right word. I sold him to a gay maledom who showed up with a group of guys. They took the door off the hinges and carried him out in chains. Apparently there’s a market for broken slaves like that. Doms who want to get very rough and not feel any guilt about it.”
“Interesting. Do you hear that pet? When I get bored of you I know exactly what I will do.”

I cringe and bite my lip as my brain spirals out of control in a fear cycle. Brittany laughs her ass off before interjecting.
“Did they pay well?”
“Let’s just say it was enough to buy a car. A used car, but a car.”
“Didn’t you feel guilty? I’m assuming you loved him.”
“Loved. Past tense. I stopped loving him when there was nothing left to love. I moved on and wanted him gone. He refused.”

They continue with small-talk after this. Pleasantries. Flirtations. Mistress and Lynn exchange business cards. I sense Mistress is feeling her out. I feel a bit unsettled. A few lines catch my attention.
“Feel free to call me, anytime. Just for the record, I have no problem with you having a slave. I’m also okay with the occasional booty-call if you aren’t ready for a relationship.”

Lynn sticks out her tongue a bit and clicks its piercing against her teeth.
“Also, I think your slave could use some nipple piercings. They’re deliciously tender and with a large enough gauge you can actually fit a padlock through them.”

Mistress smirks. I wince. A little later a petite woman with short brown hair approaches the table and makes a bee line for Brittany. She is short and trim with small breasts and a leather collar around her neck. I probably wouldn’t have noticed her breasts that quickly if not for her revealing top.

“Please come dance with me.” Brittany blushes.
“I’m really flattered but I’m not...”
“Not gay. I know that but it seems like you aren’t having any fun. I’ve been watching you since you came in and it took me this long to work up the courage to come over here. One dance, just for fun. Come on.”

“Yeah, Brittany, go have some fun. Everyone else here is having fun. If you don’t go dance with this cutie I just might have to.”

Brittany shuts her eyes in response to Mistress’s prods. Her eyes slowly open as she clenches her fists.
“Fine. One dance.”

The short woman’s mouth opens into a wide smile and she takes Brittany by the hand, excitedly leading her towards the dance floor.

“I think your friend is a little bit uptight, Cassandra.”
“She’s a little high strung but a good person. She’s just trained herself to only see some things in a certain way. Once she loosens up she’s a blast.”
“Are you trying to turn her?”
“Well, I’d be lying if I said the thought didn’t cross my mind, but I’m not forcing the issue. I mostly just took her out tonight to have fun.”
“I’d ravage her.” Lynn smiles and flicks her tongue piercing against her lip.
“So would I.”

They laugh together.

“It’s brave of you to bring a boy here dressed like that. There’s a handful of regulars that tend to take offense to that sort of thing. I’m sure they are letting things go seeing as he’s stayed glued to your side, but I wouldn’t let him wander off by himself.”
“Really? I’m surprised that gender prejudice still exists in today’s day and age. This isn’t my first time here, but it’s my first time with him.”
“You usually come with that big group in the limo, right?”
“Yes. You must have seen us before then?”
“A couple of times. It sometimes makes you seem unapproachable though.”
“I can understand that. Our clique does get a bit rowdy at times.”
“I think your friend is going for a little more than one dance.”

I look up to the dance floor. Brittany’s coat hangs upon a nearby chair and she has her arms raised, grinding in rhythm with the short-haired woman. The smile on her face indicates that she’s definitely having fun.

Before long they return to the table arm in arm, the short woman wearing Brittany’s coat. Brittany fans herself with her off hand.
“I don’t think I’ve danced that much in years.”
“Did you have fun?”
“I did, thank you, Randi.”
“Yay.”

The way that she cheers is sort of disgustingly cute.
“My ride is leaving soon. Promise me that you’ll call me.”
“I promise.”
“Just as friends. I want to get to know you better.”
“I promise.”
“Can I give you a kiss?” Brittany’s face flushes red.
“Umm, about that whole just friends thing.”
“Friends can kiss.”

“Yeah, Brittany, didn’t you tell me that you used to kiss Chloe and Courtney all the time just to tease Francis?”

Brittany’s death stare at Mistress is priceless. I can’t help but smile. Brittany pouts for a minute but then closes her eyes. Randi leans in and plants a passionate and juicy kiss on Brittany’s lips.

“You taste like peaches.” Randi’s phone beeps.
“Shit, I have to go. Seriously, promise me you’ll call me, we’ll go get coffee.”
“I promise.”

Brittany acts annoyed but as soon as Randi is out of view a wide smile forms over her face.
“I’m a little bit jealous, Brit. Can I taste the peaches?”
“I know we just met, but let’s be friends so I can try it too.”

Brittany speaks through clenched teeth.
“I’m going to fucking kill the both of you.”
“Seriously though, that girl seemed really sweet. Make sure to set boundaries so that you don’t break her heart.”
“Fuck. How did this night get so complicated all of a sudden?”

The drinks continue to flow, although the pace is a bit slower than earlier. Mistress seems to be hitting it off quite well with Lynn. Brittany continues to look a bit uncomfortable. I really wish that someone else would come and talk to her. It doesn’t take long for my wish to come true as a group of four women make their way over from the dance floor and soon surround her chair.

“Come dance with us.”
“I’m not really up for it.”
“We’re not taking ‘no’ for an answer. When you were dancing earlier you looked like you were having such a good time. Now you just look like all mopey.”

The two women on either side close their hands around her forearms.
“One song. If you aren’t having fun you can come back and mope.”
“One song. Just one. And just so you know, I’m not a lesbian.”
“Uh, duh. We know that, it’s obvious.”

They drag their semi-willing victim away. Mistress waves. One song turns into seven. Mistress continues to chat and flirt a bit with Lynn. Mostly small-talk but I can sense some mutual interest. Mistress seems more guarded than usual. Losing Barb may have hurt her more than any of us know.

Brittany returns to the table a bit later. A smile a mile wide shows on her face.

“I think I like this bar. I’ve never been around strangers that would go out of their way like that.”

Mistress just nods and smiles before looking at her phone.
“We should probably get going soon. I only have the car reserved until midnight.”

I breathe a sigh of relief. I doubt Mistress would have brought me along if not for Brittany’s insistence. Ever since the ski trip, being outed in public in an uncontrolled environment makes me feel sick with anxiety unless I shut down completely.

Mistress and Lynn part with a peck on the cheek and the promise of being in contact in the future. Brittany looks wiped out. I’m sure this evening was exhausting for her as well on an emotional level. We make our way through the freezing cold to the waiting car. Mistress instructs the driver to drive to Brittany’s home but tells him to take his time.

“I have a question for you, Brittany.”
“Ask me anything except about peaches.”
“Would you be interested in moving in with me? Becoming my roommate.”
“What now?”
“You haven’t found a house yet and haven’t been having good luck with finding a sub. I was wondering if you wanted to live with me instead.”
“Could I have my own sub?”
“If you can find one. I figure my pet could serve the both of us.”

Brittany closes her eyes and takes a deep breath. My heart jumps as I’m filled with a set of confused emotions.

“Are you trying to turn me gay?”
“Of course not, although I can’t say it would be unwelcome.” Mistress laughs before continuing.
“I just worry that you will find a sub and when that happens we won’t be able to spend as much time together. I don’t usually let people in that close to me. It feels like you’re the friend I’ve always wanted but never had. A partner in crime.”

Brittany’s demeanor suddenly shifts to serious.
“I’m going to have to think about this. Will your feelings be hurt if I say ‘no’? Of course they will. I love you, Cass, but this isn’t a great spot you put me in.”
“Don’t worry about it. It was just something I thought up this evening. I’m not super invested in it.”
“Would I have to pay rent?”

Mistress laughs again.
“Only if you wanted to. Or you could just buy a new coat every month at the shop and call it even. It will be at a discount, of course.”
“Oh, you dirty bird. That’s so not fair and you know it.”
“Just another weapon in my arsenal, my dear.”
“Let me think about it, seriously.”
“Take your time.”

The car slows to a halt in front of Brittany’s apartment building.
“I can’t believe I’m going in dressed like this. I should have brought a change of clothes.”

Mistress laughs. Brittany waves and departs. Mistress rolls down the window and calls out.
“Sleep tight, peaches!”

I hear a distant “Fuck!” drift in as the car drives away. At home Mistress leads me to the bedroom and sits me down in front of the mirror.

“Oh my pet. You look just terrible. Do you want to hear what my blog readers have said about you?”

I shake my head no. She reads them anyways.
“domn8or wrote ‘Those pretty pink lips would look good wrapped around my cock.’”
“QueenOfMean76 wrote, ‘I’m lubing up my strap-on. That ass looks good enough to fuck.’”
“sissyslutteresa89 wrote, ‘Where can I get that outfit? My clitty is hard.’”
“MsDominique666 wrote, ‘I’ll expect him to be dressed like that the next time I come over.’”

I shudder a bit as Mistress laughs. She puts down her phone and begins her lesson in make-up removal.

END ACT

Fiction: fs01 - Part 66

Author’s Note: This takes place a few days after Part 65.


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LXVI

The next few days with Lisa turned into an extended “practice session” for her newfound Domme persona. Her instincts are sharp, she just needs to learn to trust them and gradually get over the guilt hurdle. I remain present as Lisa recounts the experiences of the week to Mistress upon her return.

I feel a bit uneasy as things go, constantly worried that something I did will appear as disloyal to Mistress. I know I should have more faith in her and trust that she is rational enough to appreciate that she gave orders to obey, no matter what that might entail. She seems more focused on Lisa’s progress and applauds her masterful handling of me.

Mistress brings Lisa up to speed on how things are going with Brittany. They moved a large amount of items from her home with them and managed to hit every fetish hot spot along the way. It sounds almost like the tales of some college students and a crazy spring break road trip.

I would be lying if I said that I haven’t been curious about where the Brittany situation will finally end up. They are growing inseparable, but unlike in the case of Tristan, Brittany is an active participant in regards to me as well. I get no indication she would want to take Mistress away from me and if anything, it feels more likely that she will insert herself into our lives even more.

As Lisa departs I wish her farewell with a modified ritual of her own creation. She displays it for Mistress to see. After I complete the kisses upon her feet, she lifts her foot and places it on the back of my head, while I kiss the ground where her foot stood, a proper way to “worship the ground she walks on.” It also serves to remind me to keep the entryway floor spotless as allowing any sort of slush buildup from tracked in snow leads to a rather unpleasant experience during this ritual.

Mistress startles me as I rise from my knees. She leans into me, pressing my back flat against the wall, her hand clasping my wrist and pinning it back. Her breathing is heavy as her nostrils flare each time she inhales. Her eyes pierce mine as she stares in silence, her red lips pursed in such a way that I am unable to read her expression. I tilt my head back as my eyes open wide, surprised and a little bit afraid of her demeanor.

“Are you happy to see me, pet?”
I nod slowly, without breaking eye contact. She presses in closer and I feel her ribs expand and contract as her breathing remains heavy. Her other hand lifts the front of my dress as she glides her hand down my naval and onto the front plate of my chastity belt. I feel her nails tapping on the tube.

I’m completely entranced by Mistress. I dare not look away but her gaze makes my heart quiver and my hairs stand on end. She touches her forehead against mine, the angle of her head looking down upon me makes me feel tiny in her presence.

“What do you want to do today, pet?”

My breath shudders as I’m unable to respond. My mind falls blank. I can’t remember the last time she asked me this, probably years. I’ve disciplined myself not to want anything for myself. I answer the first thing that comes from my heart.

“Something that you will enjoy, Mistress.”

Her lips part into a wide grin as she leans her lips close to my cheek. The smell of her perfume makes me dizzy.
“I want to make you ache for me.” My heart flutters as warmth rushes through me. It has been a while since I felt like she longed for me as much as I do for her.

She releases her grip on my wrist and calmly grabs hold of the leather strap on the front of my uniform. With slow steps she heads up the stairs and I follow behind her. I am hers…

Before long I find myself in the bedroom, free of the confines of my uniform. I breathe heavily as she buckles a leather collar around my neck. Wrist and ankle cuffs follow. Mistress motions with her head. I climb onto the bed and turn onto my back. She secures me spread eagle with locks to the bedposts. I tilt my head back and wait. I know better than to get overly anxious.

Moments later she climbs into the bed and kneels beside me. She shifts her weight and adjusts her legs, the black leather knee high boots press against the sheets. A fur stroller hangs open, displaying her naked body as her hair drops down around the collar. She cups her breasts in her hands, the black finger-less gloves on her hands… her favorites… the ones with fur on the palms. She takes a deep breath and shudders as she exhales. My sex strains against the belt.

My Goddess sits before me. She leans down and kisses me on the mouth. My eyes close. Hers remain open. That glare… predatory… piercing. I open my eyes and her gaze locks upon me. Her tongue violently enters my mouth. I feel my lungs fill with her air. I heave through my nose, drunk on the scent of her perfume and sex. As she pulls away she bites my lip and giggles.

She quickly shifts and straddles my naked thighs. I feel my skin scorched by her heat. She again cups and caresses her breast. Mistress arches her back and lets out a deep moan. I tug against the chains. I want to touch her… feel her… taste her. Her eyes lock onto mine again. Her lips part with a sly grin, her white teeth flashing from behind her red-painted flesh. She gyrates her hips, grinding in the air, stopping an inch above the metal plate imprisoning my crotch. I look down my body. My penis presses itself firmly against the shiny metal. Mistress, I want you.

She lurches forward, continuing to gyrate. She extends her hands, parking them and supporting her weight on my chest. It is hard to breathe. I don’t care. Her fingers find my nipples and they pinch, tease, and twist. They harden in her fingers. I tilt my head back and moan. Please, Mistress, free me from this belt.

She alternates between the fur palms and the sharp bite of her nails against my pointed flesh. She knows what this does to me. She continues to hover over my pelvis, gyrating and grinding… taunting me with what I want so badly. She retracts her left hand, leaving the right in place gripping my nipple. I watch as she cups her breast, rubs it in a spiral, and then slides the palm down her body. Across her ribs, past her navel, it continues to creep as it sinks below her waist.

She bites her lip and moans as her palm rubs over her clitoris and the opening of her sex. I feel her thighs flex against mine. Her grip tightens and pulls on me until I squeal. Mistress exhales hard out her nose, her nostrils flaring as her eyes stare through me. They regain their focus and she quickly leans in and rubs her left palm upon my nose.

“I’m so wet.” Her words pulse out unevenly, matching the awkward rhythm of her breathing.

It’s warm… moist… fragrant. I inhale deeply and savor the smell of her sex. She smears the glove on my face, leaving a streak of moisture on my upper lip, filling me with her scent. She retracts her hands and leans back. I open my eyes and watch her grip the shiny metal around her neck. She yanks on the thin chain, tearing it from her as her hands work rapidly, inserting the key into the front of my belt.

My ecstasy is interrupted by a quick return of my wits… knowledge… awareness… the front plate of my belt moves up, sliding my sex from its metal tube. I feel my cock pulse and twitch as it attempts to thicken itself and rise. She cups it with her palms and gently assists in its awakening. I let out a gasp as it returns to form. Mistress’s hands quickly leave my flesh. I raise my hips, begging for attention. She leans back, continuing to grind over me.

“How badly do you want me, pet?”
“Mistress… I love you.”
“I know you love me. Do you lust for me?”
“Yes, Mistress… I want to touch you… feel you… I long for you.”

Her hands return to my swollen member as she resumes the rubbing and teasing. Her left hand cups the base, moving in small motions. I watch as she inserts the index finger of her right hand into her mouth and pulls it out with a slurp. I feel her fingertip gently swirl the base of the frenulum.

I let out a cry as I raise my hips and attempt to fuck her hand. She makes a gentle circle with her finger and rolls it with her thumb.

“I actually love to watch you cum, pet. I want to hear you whimper.”

I relax my throat and mouth and allow the air to pass normally. I soon erupt with a series of moans and squeals as she continues her work. Her sex hovers above my thighs, I can feel her intense heat and moisture.

“How much do I mean to you, pet?”
“Mistress, you are my entire world.”
“Will you cum for me, pet?”
“Yes, Mistress.”

She builds up her speed and rhythm, both hands tightening their grip. My dribbling sex lubricates her hand as she continues the stimulation. I feel my brain slipping away. I want her. I want to cum for her. Soon it is blank except for the primal instinct to keep going. I bounce my hips, increasing the speed of progress within her grip. My breathing becomes staccato and my moans pulse violently.

“Cum for me now, pet.”

My head tilts back. My back arches. My toes point straight down. I feel it build and I force it to erupt. I can barely remember these feelings.

A final deep breath. I feel her hands around me. She presses her thumb firmly against its base.

I let out a panged cry. The muscles contract and pulse and pulse and pulse. Mistress begins to laugh. I continue to buck my hips but she lowers herself onto me, pinning me to the bed. Pulse, pulse, no relief. Finally the muscles stop their seizures. She releases her grip. I feel the fluid slowly dribble out. This awful feeling. I ache. I whimper. I cry out. I become very aware of my sex… it throbs. I am still erect. I can feel the slow leak dribbling down my scrotum and onto the bed sheet. I let out a small sob as I attempt to hump the air in vain. The ache remains.

Mistress’s laugh rings out loudly throughout the room. I open my eyes and watch as she holds her sides and howls. She regains her composure and quietly wipes my genitals dry with the sheet. A quick grip and slap of my cock renders it flaccid. The cool touch of steel returns as the lock clicks, securing the plate in place. I close my eyes and sob quietly.

“Oh my poor little pet. If you keep making that face I’ll have to beat you for being selfish. Would you really have taken an orgasm and deprived me of this much fun?”

A small tear runs down my cheek as her words settle into my heart. She’s right. I restore a poker face but I feel like an empty shell. With a few motions she releases my wrists from the chains and rolls over to do the same to my ankles.

“Hurry and get up.” She shoos me with her hands.

I rise and lower my head. She clears her throat.
“Thank you Mistress for such personalized sexual attention.”
I kneel and kiss her feet. First the right foot, then the left.

Moments later she locks me in the bedroom cage. My hands secured behind me. A gag secured tightly in my mouth.

She carries her toy bag from the dresser to the bed and sits. I gaze upon her with longing.

“Stay awake, pet. I expect you to count how many orgasms I have. There will be a quiz later.”

I slump down in the cage, thoroughly defeated. The hum of the toy reaches my ears. Her moans follow.

END ACT

Fiction: fs01 - Part 59.3

Author’s Note: This is a continuation of Chapter 59.2, taking place roughly two weeks later. This takes place several years before the start of the first arc.


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Bonus Chapter 59.3: Passing Tests

I tug again in vain, rattling the chains above my head. The shackles hold firm as my muscles continue to ache and throb. The leather hood over my head does its job admirably: the blindfold blocks out all light. The gag mutes my muffled moan as the strained cramping continues through my arms, legs, and back. I breath heavily through my nose while I teeter on my toes. The hood is scented with her perfume and it intoxicates me. I have no clue how long I’ve been like this, nor do I know how long I will remain.

My skin along my wrists and ankles stings, rubbed raw by the cold metal holding me in place. So very cold. I slump and let out a low whimper. How much longer? My stomach churns in hunger, a reflection of the forced diet and the extent of my captivity.

In my youth I was always strong at passing tests. This test pushes me to my limits both mentally and physically. I am determined to pass. She is my hope… for a life that feels right… my hope for love… my hope for salvation from the emptiness. If this is what I must endure to prove myself to her then so be it; I’ve come too far to turn back.

I can’t tell if my mindset makes time move quickly or slowly. I have no frame of reference. The clink of metal on metal, the sound of each breath being pushed and pulled through my nose, the muffled gasps and moans, and the beating of my heart are all that I know.

Time drags on. The ache of my toes and the tingle in my fingers feel like I will reach my limit soon. I release another cry into gag. I’m so cold.

My ears perk as a new sound stimulates my senses. Click, click, click, the sound of her heels across the stone floor brings me to attention. I attempt to remain motionless. I want to impress her.

The cool touch of leather on my bicep, my strained muscles contract in response. The brush of fur against my bare torso. My body shivers as the goosebumps form. The fresh scent of perfume fills my nose. I can hear her breathing next to me. My cock stiffens and stands straight up.

Whrrr, smack. The crop strikes its head. I let out a cry and buck against the chains. I feel myself go flaccid as it slumps itself down against my thigh. The clicking resumes as she taps the crop lightly against my flesh. My naval, my ribs, my nipple. Even without sight I can feel her eyes judging me.

Whrr, smack. I yelp and flail as the crop bites into the flesh on my buttocks. Whrr, smack. I convulse and exhale rapidly, causing the chains to rattle both above and below. I feel the straps on the side of the hood loosen. She slowly guides the gag from my mouth. I feel the touch of the plastic tip of a water bottle on my parched lips. I take a small drink and swallow, feeling the fluid travel down my throat and all the way to my empty stomach. Another drink follows before she pulls it away.

The blindfold comes off next. I bat my eyelids and squint as the light forces my pupils to adjust. My vision comes into focus of the stone wall in front of me. I hear the whir of the electric motor and feel the shackles lower themselves. My body buckles as I fall to my knees. I feel a tug on the chains as my ankles are released and then my wrists. I turn myself on my knees and kiss her feet, first the right foot and then the left. I keep myself prostrated to the floor.
“Thank me.”
“Thank you, Mistress.”
“What are you thanking me for?”
“Thank you, Mistress, for the privilege of suffering for you and to prove my devotion to you.”

She smirks. I’ve learned to interpret this positively, usually if I meet or exceed her expectations.
“Do you have to use the toilet?”
“Yes, Mistress.”
“Hurry and relieve yourself.”

I slowly rise from my knees and hobble a bit as the circulation returns to my aching legs. I use the small bathroom just outside the dungeon. This is the only bathroom she permits me to use. After I finish I wash myself and hurry back to her in the dungeon. I take my place before her on my knees and await her instructions.

My eyes finally adjust well enough to truly gaze upon her. Her beauty makes my heart ache as she stands before me, wrapped in a large fur coat. I feel so very lucky just to be in her presence.

“Are you hungry?”
“Yes, Mistress. Very hungry.”
“Are you cold?”
“Yes, Mistress. Very cold.”
“Are you sore?”
“Yes, Mistress. Very sore.”
“Good, then you are ready for the real test to begin.”

I take a deep breath and try to clear my mind from the wave of fear that rushes in with her words. This is the end of the second week of evaluations. Mistress has put me through a battery of tests, ensuring that I can perform tasks as well as endure pain and hardships for her. She trains me daily in worshipping her feet both with my hands and with my mouth. I have not been allowed to pleasure her sex since the first night I visited her here. I have the feeling that she wants to be certain and I appreciate the gravity of her decision. She made it clear to me that she expects total obedience and no resistance to her will. I dare not test her on this.

“Show me your wrists.”

I present my hands to her and wince as she touches bruised and raw skin. My hands shake as the muscles in my arms struggle to hold them in place.

“Do you wish to delay this test until after your wrists heal?”
“No, Mistress, I will do my best to endure for you.”
“Smart boy.”

In the pit of my chest I get the feeling that I would have been dismissed permanently had I requested a delay.

“Am I beautiful?”
“Yes, Mistress. You are the most beautiful woman I could ever imagine. You are a Goddess.”
“You will suffer for the Goddess.”

I nod my head. It feels inappropriate to respond beyond that. She reaches down with her hand and tilts my head back. Soon the blindfold covers my eyes, strapped to the hood and blocking out all vision. The gag follows.

“Crawl the to the cage.”

I prop myself on all fours, wincing a bit as I support myself on my hands. I try to picture in my mind’s eye the layout of the room and where I am in relation to the cage in the corner. Slowly I make my way blindly across the cold stone floor. Her knee nudges my ribs, causing my to change direction slightly. Before long my finger grazes the metal beam of the frame. I move my hand across it, tracing its dimensions before I slowly continue in. I stop with a clunk as my forehead hits the bars at the end.

The gate clangs shut. The click of the lock resounds over the sound of my breathing.

“Extend your feet through the bars.”

I inch my feet back, finding the openings and carefully guide them through behind me. The cold steel circles my skin as she locks the shackles around my ankles, the chain running outside of the bars.

“Raise your hands above you.”

I painstakingly raise my hands above my head, feeling the bars in my hands, I continue until my hands and wrists are exposed out the top. I wince as the shackles again find my tender skin, closing around me and locking in place. I relax my arms and they are held high, suspended at the top of the cage by the chain.

“Are you comfortable?”

I pause for a moment, feeling the metal bars digging into my knees and shins, my aching arms and the throbbing in my wrists, and my stiff and tired legs all become readily apparent to me. I shake my head no.
“Think of this cage as your new home, little one. If I choose you, expect to spend many days and nights locked inside. I can always find new ways to increase your discomfort. Think about this seriously over the next hours. Can you handle this? Do you want to endure this? This is not pretend, nor does it even reveal the depths of the cruelty I will inflict upon you. I will expect an answer from you when I retrieve you.”

I hear her boots click away as she departs. The hum of the vents starts and my body is soon hit with a gust of even colder air. I shiver to my core. I must be directly below a vent, it feels like the air is dumping directly onto my naked flesh.

I attempt to block out the pain and the cold by losing myself in thoughts. Minus the cold and hunger, this is like something out of a fantasy. Would I ever have guessed I would be living out this fantasy? Never. Over the course of two weeks I have been more intimate with a woman than ever before. I have lived more than ever before. I have felt good about myself more than ever before. I overcome every obstacle. I persevere. I display my worth. I earn her attentions.
She is more beautiful than I could have imagined. She is more intelligent and calculating than I could have imagined. I will fight and cling to this, even if it kills me. Is there a better way to die than chasing what I had always hoped for but never dreamed of obtaining? This is no dream.

I relax myself into the confines of the iron cage and steel shackles. I want time to fly by, not to end the pain but to see the look on her face when I succeed. No one ever cared when I succeeded. It stopped mattering long ago… even to myself. I am alive. I feel alive. I want to live. I love her… for giving me this chance to prove myself… for finding me worthy of her attention. Please keep me, Goddess.

The hours drag on. I’m dehydrated. My entire body shivers, shakes, and quivers under the strain and the cold. Without sight I picture her, clad in furs, standing over me. This woman that I adore. I ache for her.

Others might see this cage as a prison. To me it makes me feel like a guarded treasure.

I lose all track of time. Has it been hours or days? I haven’t slept a wink. I ache, I freeze, and I starve. How much longer? I feel like I’m slipping into and out of reality. I give in and fade away.

My feet twitch as I feel a tug on the chain. The shackles loosen and I flex them and turn them in circles quickly before returning them into the cage. My wrists soon follow. I rub them gently, the nerves spiking with pins and needles. I hear the gate open. I’m ecstatic and delirious.

“Present yourself.”

I back slowly out of the cage and turn around, taking position on my knees. The gag loosens and I feel a cold squirt of water enter my mouth. I relish the moisture before gulping it down. She unzips the hood at the back before removing it completely. The cool air on my cheeks feels good. I compose myself and lower my eyes, motionless before her. I am a broken man kneeling before a Goddess. I lean down and kiss her feet.
“Do you have an answer, little one?”

I burst into tears and sob uncontrollably, pressing my forehead to the ground. My words come out stilted and broken between sobs.
“Mistress, I want to learn everything about you. I want to be by your side day and night. I want to be perfect for you. Thank you so much for this chance to be close to you.”

I feel the fur of her coat on my back as she envelopes me in her arms.
“Shh, little one. I’m here now.”

I nuzzle my face against her gloved hand as she gently caresses my cheek. My tears slow as she continues to comfort me. She runs her fingers through my hair and I rub my cheek against her fur-covered thigh.
“Oh my, you’re affectionate like a kitten aren’t you, pet?”

I smile at her without opening my eyes.
“You know, little one, you continuously derail my plans.”
“I’m sorry, Mistress, I did not mean to.”
“Silly boy.”

I slowly open my eyes and see a warm smile glowing down at me. Her face, framed in fur, gazes fondly into my eyes. I feel my heart warm from within.

“Do you know what day it is?”
“No, Mistress.”
“It’s Monday. Did you get any sleep?”
“No, Mistress. I didn’t want to disappoint you.”
“You’ve been captive for the past 20 hours. The last 12 in the cage.”

I pull my elbows to my sides and rub them against my skin for warmth.
“How many more hours do I have left, Mistress? I’m okay to keep going.”

She responds with a soft laugh as she parts my hair on my forehead.
“Silly, silly boy. Do you have to work today?”
“I can call in sick, Mistress.”
“Good. I want you to get some rest. Tonight you are taking me out on a date. Since you don’t know what I like, I want you to choose things that you like. Share yourself with me. It doesn’t have to be fancy. I want it to feel genuine.”

I begin to cry again as my emotions overwhelm me.
“What’s wrong, pet?”
“I’m so happy. I was so scared that you were going to send me away. That I didn’t do well enough.”
“Silly boy.”

She caresses my cheek again. I respond with a cooing sound.

“Are you hungry?”
“Yes, Mistress. Very hungry.”
“Are you cold?”
“Yes, Mistress. Very cold.”
“Are you sore?”
“Yes, Mistress. Very sore.”
“Are you tired?”
“Yes, Mistress. Exhausted.”

She pauses and smiles down at me again.
“I’m going to give you a choice, little one. We can go upstairs where you can warm up, eat, and get some sleep, or we can stay down here in this cold room and you can lick me until I’m satisfied. I think you can guess which one would make me more proud of you.”

My eyes light up and I beam a smile up to her. She rises and paces across the room to the high-backed chair. I watch as she sits and parts the front of her coat, exposing her neatly trimmed sex. I rise and walk over to her. Every muscle in my body feels like it’s on fire. I ignore the pain. This is the chance I had wished for, for years.

I kneel before her and gently kiss her feet. First the right foot, then the left.
“Oh my sweet pet. I think I’m becoming quite taken with you.”

I can’t contain my smile as I move in closer and press my lips against her erect clit and kiss it gently. I’m truly a lucky man. I feel my penis strain as it rises with an erection of its own. I love you, Mistress.