I've never been the type that has been able to be hypnotized. That being said I'm sick of my brain feeling blocked and I have a friend currently delving into hypnosis so they have whipped up some audio training to try and help me out.
The idea we are going for is to instill a trigger word that will put me into and/or keep me in submissive mental space. The chosen word is one that already plays upon some emotional triggers.
I'm hoping this might help, but it's tough to tell if there are actually things happening or if it is mostly wishful thinking and a healthy dose of placebo effect.
In any case, it feels better trying to do something about my mental state than not doing anything.
my gut feeling is: it wont work. I think you resist being hypnotized too much and furthermore I think: dont change your mental state, change your how you frame your mental state.
ReplyDeleteI have a feeling that it is important for you to stay "awake" and not "flee" into the mental submissive state. I think the challenge you are facing right now is to learn to accept your magnificence. You dont need to be in a submissive state to feel ok. You have made huge progress over the last months. You have done a lot of internal work. And I can feel even trough cyberspace that you are on a very good track, even if it doesnt always feel like it :-) . Embrace all your feelings. Dare to feel all the feelings you are feeling. And trust in yourself. You are a wonderful man, fur.
Thank you, Tina.
DeleteRight now I'm having trouble differentiating from the feelings that I have been struggling with since May and feelings that were triggered by T. Some of these feel real while others feel magnified by being hurt in just the right way.
I will try my best.
Take care.
bottom line is: you are a wonderful human being. Many of us out there enjoy your thoughts and ideas and knowledge A LOT. Dont be too hard on yourself. Thinking of you and sending you good vibes.
DeleteThank you, Tina.
Deleteletture e concetti e punti di vista molto particolari grazie baci baci baci !! ti leggo sempre con tanto interesse ed un pizzico di eccitazione!! baci baci baci
ReplyDeleteThank you, Maialina
DeleteHopefully this experiment will help but if not...
ReplyDeleteA guy goes to his doctor complaining about not feeling well.
The doctor says I need you to do 3 very important things to improve.
#1 Exercise.
#2 Exercise.
#3 Exercise. :)
Thank you, Vanessa.
DeleteI do exercise 4-6 times a week, sadly that hasn't provided the key. I do plan to keep up with it.
Take care.