I had thought I was starting to get my "groove" back but after a few things at work and Mistress relapsing into her BPD they seem to have taken another down-turn.
It's really quite frustrating to know that these emotions and thoughts are false yet being unable to overcome them while they are happening. Having to choke back tears when some crappy sentimental commercial shows up on TV isn't what I'd consider one of my finer moments.
Hopefully something good will happen soon to help turn things around. Until then I'll still be "part-time" on blogging in order to avoid using the internet as a crutch.