As I have recently come to accept that I do have a submissive little space I am starting to find where the dividing lines fall between my normal submissive mental space and my submissive little space.
The submissive personas that surface within each of them are rather different. The triggers that get them there are very different as well.
My "adult" submissive responds to a demanding personality, a woman with confidence, expectations of service, bondage, a woman in fur, rituals that symbolize status and respect, and the like.
My little submissive responds mostly to shame, humiliation, ridicule, forced dressing, and ultra-strict behavioral expectations.
While both spaces feel submissive, my personality within each of them varies greatly. They also feel very different when I get pushed into deeper space. My adult sub tends to feel less value and worth as it goes deeper. My little sub tends to feel more neurotic, desperate, and afraid as it goes deeper.
I'm not sure which is best suited for long-term submission as this differentiation is still new to me.
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