Mistress ended up having to work tonight when she thought she had it off. It gets lonely, especially on weekends. In case anyone has ever wondered, this is why I am usually only available to blog three to four nights a week, as I don't blog when she is home.
Something else has caught my memory from my chat with Miss Lilly the other night. I was speaking a bit about the forced feminization in my relationship and reflecting upon it I stated something along the lines of: if I had known that it would become such a large part of my sexuality I may have refused it from the start.
I was thinking again tonight about how this came into being and I wondered how different things would have been if I had done that.
My primary fetish involving fur always has been for women wearing it. How different would I be now if I simply served a Venus in furs and the humiliation aspects of forced crossdressing hadn't been involved?
Honestly, I think I would be okay with it but I don't think my level of submission would be as deep as it is now nor the breadth of activities that I arouse me.
Considering that each of the Dommes I have served have seemingly "kept going where the other left off" in terms of using my fur fetish in a twisted way to turn me into a sissy, I have to wonder if others would have kept the same path or not.