I’m sitting here and wondering if I am a bad person inside.
I like helping people. Is this only because I like how it feels to
make an impact? Am I just trolling for people to be grateful to me and
make me feel appreciated?
I’m feeling disconnected from myself. I can’t tell why I do what I do. I can’t tell who I am.
I know this is momentary. I know it will pass. I just feel
completely confused and out of control in a wave that has decimated my
understanding of self.
I haven’t felt this way in a very long time. I don’t remember what I’m supposed to do.
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