I still get requests for more drawings and people asking me why I stopped drawing. The simple answer is that my imagination began to exceed my abilities. I simply do not have enough knowledge of drawing techniques or experience to do what I wish to do and the methods that I had been using became excruciatingly tiresome in trying to find the "perfect model" for everything.
The deeper reason is Sardax. I first discovered Sardax before I was involved in Femdom. His drawings made my head spin. To be safe, I remember only downloading the drawings that had fur in them. It didn't work. I believe that the imagery that Sardax provided was my next step toward Femdom. His art picked up where M had left off.
I can easily count the number of times I have paid for adult content. I have a vivid imagination and usually have no trouble building fantasies in my head that drastically exceed what I can find elsewhere. Sardax is one of two artists that exceed what I can picture in my head and I can say that I paid for access to his old member's area and own his published art books. I also went as far as to order an issue of The Governess from England simply to get the cover version of this drawing:
Sardax's members site is no longer going but the page is still there:
The Femdom Art of Sardax
He posts newer works on his blog:
The Art of Sardax
He still continues to publish new works that... speak to me on such a deep level and get my mind spinning out of control. When I see drawings like these I never want to draw again.
Well my drawing ability is not even at zero, it remains in the negative numbers.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you lost the desire to draw, I would have thought that would be a meaningful outlet. Though I maybe can understand in that it is not only one student admiring a master (as one might in the vanilla art world) but I can imagine that perhaps for the representation of that subject matter to be as perfect as Sardax's work, it might be dispiriting.
I agree, Sardax is amazing.
Thank you, Watson. If anything it was more of a fantasy outlet. It also brought me a lot more attention on the blog, which was quite welcome. To the best of my knowledge, many of my fantasy content was unique, but I received a lot of feedback from people that I seemed to reach with it.
DeleteAs time went on and search engines began force feeding commercial sources above all it became increasingly difficult to construct my drawings in my old way and I would spend 2-4 hours to find an upper body posture, let alone all the other parts. Basically, I ran out of motivation before the drawing had even taken shape.
I tried working with more traditional methods but my talent in those areas is pretty much nil.
Sardax is as good as it gets in the world of Femdom art; truly peerless. Plus, I know you love the fur in his drawings:) I love the expressions on the faces of his Doms as well as the lovely renderings of the entire scene.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Lady Grey.
DeleteThe expressions of the women actually was a topic of a conversation I had recently with someone. It was along the lines of their expressions are always calm... as if this is exactly how life is supposed to be.
Take care.
I think they're more than just calm. They're "indifferent" to the suffering of their subs/slaves. That's another thing entirely, no?
DeleteVery true, Lady Grey. That is different and an excellent description of it.
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